The time is going to have to come soon enough when I step out of this funk.
When I want to do something more than sleep all the time.
When I crease up with laughter again.
When I start doing properly the things I am paid to do and the things I'm paying to do.
When I start offering myself fully again to the people who mmight need me, or even like me to be there.
When I remember what it is that those people like about me.
When I write again as I'd like to, not fearing every word I put down. Not intimidated by those who are better than me.
When i don't feel the need to write posts like this any more.
I could even try and make it today.
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
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Yeah! Where the fuck have you been? I thought you were going to write a Santa series or something to that effect? I get ya though, I haven't written much these days cuz I'm so pissy. So I write about that sometimes. Hardly anyone reads mine so wtf not? Do it for you.
But that's what blogs are for! vent away. I'd vent on mine but I don't have enough sad vocabulary and I don't do serious very well.
Hope ya feel better soon though, just for your own sake :(
SLIL - Hey. I've been around, just a bit quiet. In the aftermath of a break-up you can either pour everything out into the public domain (which i was never gonna do, or keep a low profile.
About the Santa posts, I have the 2nd one pretty much written, I'm just not very happy with the way it reads. When i've got it in a way that doesn't bore me i'll put it up.
Annie - yeah, they are, but it doesn't make for very good reading for anyone else. if you feel like venting though you should just do it.
And thanks.
yo andrew,
perversely i love reading other people's vents and insecurities...makes me feel more human, which is always welcome (sad cunt that i am).
i'd say keep it up but don't i wouldn't want you to headfuck yourself for the sake of bloggery...
a very sincere *take care of yourself*
Cheers Sarah.
I'll no doubt continue to headfuck myself in all kinds of ways, though it's best if i keep it to a minimum here. 'preciate the concern.
It'll happen one day when you least expect it Andrew, just as it did for me. We'll all hang around having a fag at the corner, waiting until then.
aarrrrggggghhhhh blogs aren't for a f*cking thing, there's no set purpose!
This is the best kind of post.
I'm only saying that because I can't do anything else.
Gray - sounds good, see you on the corner.
B - your consistent asteriskisation of 'fucking' is beyond charming.
Gimme well, yeah, but that's not really true, is it?
The adoration of the word c*nt made me decide to do that. It's not a censorship thing, moreso an anti-"anti-censorship" thing.
...but in other people's comment boxes it's just politeness, some people don't want swearing on their site and whatnot.
Is asterickisation a word? It kinda rules.
It is now.
This is the only kind of post I tend to write. Lists. Self improvement/flagellation. Oh yes. Where it's at.
Didn't know about your breakup. Our mutual friends are too discreet, where is all the blogger gossip?
Sorry to hear that. Words of encouragement.
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